Tomorrow I venture to the big bad city (London) and audition for a big feature Bollywood film. My first featured part on a big film so I’m incredibly nervous!! But it’s nice to have been invited to audition as the casting director had seen me in another film.
It’s times like these when you philosophise about your choices and where they lead you, and indeed make you reflect on whether you have the strength of your convictions. Not many people realise that one of my biggest insecurities is my confidence in my ability. With singing I have never doubted that I am at least competent or else I wouldnt have the highest singing grade under my belt. But with acting it’s so much more difficult. You have to bare your soul, be prepared to look like the idiot once in a while, be vulnerable. But this is what excites me as an actor. Through acting I have learnt so much about myself and know this will continue into my career.
So fingers crossed for tomorrow, and remember
‘You can’t catch a cub without going into the tiger’s den.’ -Chinese Proverbs
Peace Out xx